I am always wanting more children not like as soon as i have one i do like sometime in between but there is always that desire and the fear that this will be the last i have been blessed a month or two of clomid and i am usually pregnant the problem is i have to go for months sometimes years before my doctor will give me more clomid it really ticks me off.now that i am 40 and just because i am 40 he will no longer treat me with clomid without me seeing an expensive specialist what a bunch of well you know the thing that makes me even madder is there is a six year gap between my last two children because he would not give me clomid after my fourth child it took me years to convince him then he put me on some other med that did not work and made me sick for a year then i miscarried so now my sweet girl is 15 months and while i wouldn't mind waiting a year longer i know i have to beg now for the clomid so while i am playing this doctors stupid control game i am praying for a natural blessing from God
we did get some great new Friday though some friend of ours who live in Germany are coming to the states this summer in June we cannot wait although their leaving will be bitter and i am sure the time with them will fly by it will be so nice to see them again after 2 years i would love to visit them in Germany but flying the seven of us over there would be expensive
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